Tea Talk Tuesday | Post #8

This week has been a total twilight zone for me. I'm not sure why but, I have just been all types of out of sorts and things have just not been going my way. Just as an example of how my life is going right now ... a few days ago I found out that my doctor had left the practice and that I had to find a new one. So I make an appointment with a physician's assistant and she refers me to a new doctor... I call the number on the referral that she gave me and its the number to a damn California Tortilla. Like this chick with her poorly botoxed lips had ONE job and she refers me to a damn chain restaurant for all of my medical needs. It's like my life is one joke after another but, I can't even be mad because at this point it's painfully hilarious. 

Tea Talk Tuesday | Post #5

It's been a week and I am still too nice of a person; not like you break old habits in a week but, damn I feel like I need to at least make a little more progress in the backbone department. Honestly, I think I should be writing things down in order to address my problems, solutions, and goals so I can get myself on track. Without some type of thought out written down system I am going not going to get myself together enough to accomplish what I want or enough to make myself happy. Sometimes a little organization in a crafty way is all I need to really want to get the ball rolling; I find it to be really calming and therapeutic. It allows me to get into a positive mindset and reminds me not to be so self-critical. On a positive note though I am feeling way better about doing all of this change; Now I just have to keep myself in this mindset! 

Tea Talk Tuesday | Post #4

Today I decided that I would re-read Sophia Amoruso's #GirlBoss because I am in desperate need of some boss bitch inspiration. I have become more and more aware of the fact that I can be too nice and I let people take advantage of me because I feel like arguing half the time just isn't worth it. It isn't that I am not aware of what's going on it's just that listening to people whine drives me insane and I would rather not listen to it. I like doing nice things for people and often times I kind of just do it because I want to not because they want me to but, I can tell when people start trying to abuse that and bully me around because they know I will help them. It really makes me feel pretty down on myself and I really need to make a change. I am aware of the fact that you have to respect yourself to get respect and I honestly really do respect myself and think pretty well of myself but, I don't act like it and I need to start. 

Tea Talk Tuesday | Post #3

Considering the fact that the weather these last two days has been complete crap I am pretty lucky I have had the last two days off. It has given me time to get some things done and just have a little me time. Lately, I've been attempting to organize all of my makeup and beauty products so that I can figure out some more fun and interesting things to bring to all of you. Considering I'm a total hoarder things have been a little tricky but, I'm making moves and I think that you'll all like what will be coming soon or at least I hope so...if not, I mean damn, at least I tried.